its 2am and i'm still awake! omg,someone help me! my entire body system is haywire..i realised for this entire month that i've been sleeping "early" in the morning and waking up "late" in the day, which is of course NOT GOOD! i feel so disgusted with myself, being lazy and all..was never like that since primary school. Maybe it's the change of lifestyle and environment..anyway,i thought of blogging for a while..

i miss him so much..everyday,i just cant help worrying if he's doing fine in indonesia,especially when there's no form of communication between us and my dad constantly reminding me that indonesia is not a safe place for chinese.. what if he got caught by the activists there?what if they had a riot near the airport and he's held hostage?all these silly thoughts are just passing my mind every night..the only thing i can do is pray to God for his safety, so that he comes home to kl,in one piece! *fingers crossed* if only he knew how much i miss him and dearly love him..

oh well, enough of my love story..let's see what incredible ally has achieved for the day;
1. again,i woke up just in time to watch the korean drama-lovers in paris and the tv set was left on ever since,teehee!
2. managed to finish past years chemistry paper from years '98-'03..kinda freaking out now cos my chem and general paper is 2 days from now! Lord,bless me!Help me!Amen~ ;)
3. went out dinner with dad and was attacked by a mob of nasty mosquitoes because i was wearing black! they probably mistaken me for some garbage,silly mosquitoes! dad didnt eat too much and made me finish like 3/4 of the noodles on my own! d***,my tummy felt blotted! there goes my resolution of dieting..oh well,shall just make up for the "losses" by not eating tomorrow(hopefully i can control my greedy stomach)
4.cant sleep till now and planning to study later..hopefully i can stay awake the entire night..

anyway,my entry is getting too long to read..i just hope tomorrow would be a brighter day with better hopes! G'night ya all!
ciao~

A few days ago, i was watching an Indonesian movie "Ada apa dengan cinta" and man,i was so touched...the movie actually inspired me to write a poem about love and so here it goes..it might not be that professional but well, it speaks my heart..

What's with love?
They come when you least expect..
And leave when you've just given everything you have..
I find heaven's work in the eyes of a man..
His touch..his lips..they all remind me of something i once had but lost..
What's with love?
They make us weak, when we are strong..
They make us cry, from deep within..
I feel tired of being tired..
Always chasing a distant dream..while hurting along the way..
A dream of sincere love..
A love too real to behold.
What's with love?
Its a woman's pride yet a man's burden..
It's a woman's hope..her only sanctuary..
What's with love?
What's with love?
My heart's true desire....